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Friday, December 30, 2005 12/30/2005 09:54:00 AMY
yesterday never blog. too lazy. so here is ad happen yesterday. woke up. use the com. then went to meet hwee koon. very long never see her already. watch a movie. a chinese tall story. so funny can the show. then she left so i went to meet abigale. then we went k box with hua lun, our class mother and the two of us. had fun in k box. but all the songs some how will be sad and remind me of things. took many photos doing stupid and funny things. then went home. thats about it.

ur msn nick writes just a being walking ard aimlessly meainglessly. like a headless chicken. u dun have to walk aimlessly, meainglessly. like a headless chicken. because i will be right here waiting for u. like the song say: " where ever u go, wadever u do i here be right here waiting for u. wad ever it takes or how my heart breaks i will be right here wiaiting for u. i said u might be the fish i may be the bird. we may not meant to be. but i am willing that the bird go into the water to be with the fish. i still can't forget u.




Thursday, December 29, 2005 12/29/2005 12:51:00 AMY
bloging has become a thing to do everyday. but some days u jus dun feel like bloging. so i got a tag board all thanks to jasmine. she has been a great friend. helping me in other ways too. thanks man. u ask for a user name. i say angel. u say u r not. but i think is like God sent me an angel or should i say more than one to see me pass this sad period of time. so u r an angel in a way. but u wan a user name. from wad i read from ur blog i think u can use little angel girl. cos u say u r girl girl type.

anyway today didn't do much onli went for training. then after training went to eat at 802 coffee shop. then sit there talk to all the shss bro until 11+ which is quite late then came home. so thats about it. my boring life. oh ya. i was listening to the jay chou song and wondering if it make sense to me. maybe wad had happen between me and her was all jus an accident. jus like in the song it says " sea bird and fish in love, is onli and accident." maybe thats wad its trying to tell me. i am the bird or the fish and she is the other half. so fish and bird cannot be together. so thats y it was all an accident. but even if so i enjoy it. and have happy momries. and was happy. but she now seems happier and more FREE. so i am happy for her. that she is happy. thats it. tag me.




Tuesday, December 27, 2005 12/27/2005 08:46:00 PMY
lets start wif today was a long day. first of all woke up at 10 to go to sch for project meeting. did nth much. then i left for sentosa. reach there at 1 plus and it was raining. wth rite. i noe i dun go project meeting and go there early in the morning. played abit and the rain was like on and off. so we left. then ate abit then i left for town wif aaron, hua lun and kang wei. then in town walk and walk cannot find my puma jacket. so angry. then we ate more at town. i think i eat alot. now see food i will throw out lor. anyway then we wanted to go to cityhall. but walking to the mrt was long. cos we stop and see things. then hua lun buy apuma bag for himself. then we walk to the mrt finally. at citylink kang wei bought a bag also. and aaron was so angry cos he found out he got cheated becos of the bag. haha. then we walk to marina square. and i finally bought the abit formal jacket that i was looking for all over. and aaron bought this two little cute thing from action city. for who i shall not say. haha. aaron dun angry lar. the bag buy already so also can't do anything. hehe. cheer up man.

thats about it. feel free to tag me.




Monday, December 26, 2005 12/26/2005 04:20:00 PMY
this christmas is my worst one ever. never expect it to be like that. in fact it was going to be the best one ever. but things change. and so do plan. so now christmas has been the worst one ever. sad that christmas turn out like that but thats life i have to face it. new year will be here soon and it will be the worst one ever again. so it is made. the decision. that is ending of 2005 or should i say dec 2005 as been the worst part of my life. and people still think dec is fun and happy. holiday so people think it will be fun and happy. but fun i dun see. happy i dun feel. so merry christmas and a happy new year to everybody. and a sad christmas and new year to me. may all ur wish come true. cos my has already proven not to have come true. so thats my boring life.




Saturday, December 24, 2005 12/24/2005 11:53:00 PMY
ho ho ho. its going to be christmas in 8 mins. now blogging at brandon house. today was ok. came brandon house in the afternoon. then go mr wong place for dinner. and exchange gifts. got edwin's one. and he gave me a big star. which remind me of someone. so now here at brandon house again. staying over till tml. thats about it. this christmas not that fun. cos of few reasons. but everything will be fine. thats about it. MERRY CHRISTMAS.




Friday, December 23, 2005 12/23/2005 10:17:00 PMY
today was a good day.
saw abigale on my way to tm. she asked me about my relationship. so she now noes wad happen already. she ask me not to be too sad. but..

anyway went out wif aaron, zhi zong and brandon to watch The Chronicles Of Narnia. nice movie man. then i and aaron meet early to get tickets and also to shop. i bought my ear phone finally. but it cost me $40. now my jeans got hole. haha. then after movie was going to meet hua lun (the gay boy) haha. then saw him wif han yang. so we left for town at about 5 plus. but brandon didn't go. so onli gay boy, aaron, zhi zong and me. went to do shopping but i didn't buy anything. the main reason was for hua lun to buy things for his wife. so we shop in town until 9 plus then we made our way home. tml will be going for a christmas party at mr wong's house. should be fun wif all my bros. so let see wad this christmas brings. jus hope that it does not bring anymore bad surprise. i dun think i can handle it. good surprise r always welcome. so anyone wan to drop me a christmas present i dun mind. glad to receive. hehe.

oh poor gf (good friend) didn't get to go library. maybe next time. then i will follow u.

take care. and MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL...




Thursday, December 22, 2005 12/22/2005 12:10:00 PMY
yup. read ur blog. get wad u mean. so its good i gave u the card back. sorry to have disturb u yesterday. i understand that now u jus wan to be alone. ok. i am fine wif it. but i hope that this did not spoil our friendship. so for now i will be out of ur sight and all. till one day when u think we can be friends again then u let me noe. that about it. all i wan to tell u. oh and the movie lets forget about it. i guess u won't wan to watch too. wish u will stay happy. and MERRY CHRISTMAS. and enjoy the musical tonight. take care.

this morning i woke up early to go irene house cos i wanted to borrow vcds. so i had to be early wad. her house dame nice. first time i see condo so big. the condo itself was nice too. borrowed many vcds to watch. going to kill myself wif tv. then i after that she had to go work so i better leave and not disturb people. i went down and walk round the condo myself. nice man. then i took a bus to east point to help her post some letters. and now i am here. dunno wad will i be doing today. should be staying home the whole day. rotting my life away maybe. haha. or teaching my mind more things from vcds. and yes she lend me the BOA vcd. yes yes yes. finally i can watch. haha. anyway thats about it. take care everyone who read this. God Bless u all.




Wednesday, December 21, 2005 12/21/2005 01:22:00 PMY
back in sch. no one to lunch wif so guess i will jus skip lunch. everyone is studying now. but i dunno y i am not. but nvm. anyway jus read M blog. seeing that she is happier and free now, i feel happy for her. noeing that loving that person is not being together wif that person but noeing that the person is happy wif or wifout u. thats wad i learnt. today went to M house. quite funny. but i would like M to noe that i already noe that its all over. wads has been said had been done. i relise that already. but i really hope that this will not disturb our friendship. we can't be in a relationship. but i am sure we can still be good friends jus like before we were in the relationship. jus that pure friendship that we have. u ok wif it. pls dun treat me different. i am still that ying wei. ur friend, ur sec 1 leader. and one thing someone once said that friendship last forever and relationship some how dun. so i guess i am happy now that we are no more in this relationship cos u r happy. and i am happy that u r. so lets go into a friendship that last forever. and maybe somewhere in ur life u will find the right one. the one that will really make u happy and treat u well..

ps: M i jus wan to tell u i still love u. but now as a friend. hope we can be good friends from now on and treat each other the same. u said before i will make a great friend. so i hope i will be one to u now. so dun feel funny when i ask u to watch the movie. is jus that i really can't get anyone. so as a friend u won't wan to see me alone rite. haha.. so hope to watch it wif u and maybe from there we will accept each other as good friends. all the best to our friendship. wad do u say??? pls let me noe if we r able to start this friendship once again. thanks. take care my friend. oh and thanks for the gift.




Tuesday, December 20, 2005 12/20/2005 06:51:00 PMY
today went ikea wif gf. reminded me of alot of things. alot of happy memories i had. then i was wondering did she really jus let all this memories go so fast. God told her i was not the one. so i guess i have no say. after thinking like always. i came to find out that its actually my fault that things become like that. y do i say that. i was wondering was i the victim or not. now i found out that if i am the victim i am the one that cause it. i relise y she made this decision. my fault was that i make things move too fast. thats y she feels i am not the right one. cos i have been pushing things. and i relise my mistake. but will there be a chance for me to change wad i have done. to have things start all over again. to move slowly into it once again. i duno. but i think the chance is not high. i think she will not forgive me yet. but i still have to tell her this i have made a mistake and i learnt my mistake.. so will u give me a chance to make things right. and to stop the sadness from both of us. pls let me noe. but i guess ur ans will be no. but still i pray for that small little chance that i will be able to get to redeem myself. to change wad was wrong to right. to change the sadness into happiness once again. u were happy wif me before u said. and i will make u happy in time to come. so i am praying real hard for jus one chance to make things right. i still miss u alot. pls reply and let me noe. thnaks.




Monday, December 19, 2005 12/19/2005 10:30:00 PMY
today was not a very good day. when for exam. before that got myself into bad shape. so do exam also sian. then jus now went for training in shss. then my stupid juniors keep asking about my girl friend. y must they remind me. y must they rub it in. it hurts bad enough already. so juniors pls jus leave me alone. can't i even try to get my mind off something. y must u all do this to me. its already bad enough. so get lose u all. dun care about me. dun ask me anything. jus leave me alone. i have no hope i have no life for now. i tried. but its not working. someone help me. God send someone to help me. to save me. daddy where are u? y didn't u warn me. y mus i go through such pain. save me i am dying. God give me the strength i need.




Sunday, December 18, 2005 12/18/2005 07:20:00 PMY
today was still ok.. woke up. never like that. cos when awake i think. went out today with edwin zong and brandon. they help me kill time and also keep my mind from thinking. good in a way but also bad in another. i dun wan to run i wan to face the problem. i wan to solve it. so i have made up my mind to do something. something that i shall not say. onli i will noe. today at 77 street saw M's friend working there. and also today when M told me she was having a fever, i could not help it but think. is she alright. is she ok. and i started to worry. but wad right do i have. right now i am nothing. i can't do anything. hope M u will take care of urself. and if u have any problems or trouble. u still can call me. i will always be there for u no matter wad. so take care. cos i am not in the position to do that any more. and yes i still miss and think of u.




Saturday, December 17, 2005 12/17/2005 07:57:00 PMY
to the people reading this.. todays blog will be long... jus to let u noe..


todays blog is about a story.. a story of a boy who lost everything. he was praying that this day will never come. but it did. the day when he was rob of everything. happiness turned into sadness. memories turned into sharp knief and into the heart it goes. hope and joy turned into hurt and pain. this will be the story of the boy whose life change in a night.


the night was tiring. the night was not cold. the night was sad. filled with tears in his eyes. never had he thought he would cry like that once again. when the last time he did was when he was 4 a young boy then. 14 years ago. when his dad pass away. he couldn't slp. he was tired but he couldn't slp. finally his body got to him and he felt asleep into a slp he had hope he would not wake up from. when he woke up in the morning he felt this pain. he had fallen from a tall building and landed right on his chest first. the pain he felt he could not put it away. he tried but it didn't work. he cried but it did not help. the one he love so dearly so much was gone. he thought in his mind. something bad i should say. he thought God is this a test for me. R u testing my faith for u. is this a big joke u r playing on me. (thats the bad part.) but he could not get an answer. he always believe that God has a plan for him. so wad was God's plan now by taking away his happiness. he didn't noe and still is thinking wad it can all mean. wad was the joke some of u may think. here it is. the big joke that he thought. he waited for 8 days for his love one to return. couldn't wait for her to be back. and the joke is he waited 8 days to hear a break up. a break up that will bring his whole world down in jus one night. funny isn't it. he waited so long for someone to find out that he waited for the worst thing that could happen to him. no one noes how he feels. people might think they noe but they dun. cos they think with their brains not their heart. the boy lives on. dunno wad will happen next. may time heal or may time bring more hurt.


i jsu got back from a long walk from pasir ris to tampines and back to simei. the walk took about 1 hour and 30 mins. thinking alot as he walk. but felt the most pain when i step into my own house. can't forget. memories that i once had. memories that was happy. now wonders in my mind of if it was good ones or has it turn into something that is hurting. for now it is hurt.


i strongly dun believe that one will change her feelings that fast. jus one trip. i have done nth wrong u say. but the result i get is like a pushinment to me for something i did wrong. the thing u took away from me was the one i treasured the most. the one that i was willing to put up my life for. now its gone.


reflection: God i noe i was wrong in thinking u played a big joke on me. i noe u have a plan. make me strong to see the plan and to move one. give me the strength that i need. in Jesus name i pray. amen.




Friday, December 16, 2005 12/16/2005 10:48:00 AMY
last night i went to airport to study... then picked dear up... went back to study until 6.. went to sch.. reach at 7 when lesson at 8. slp in class for about 5 mins... then after class went home... slp for 2 hrs then went to dear house. spent the day there.. then went wif her to her mother cell group... it was ok.. but i think someone not very happy about it... or maybe she is jus tired.. but wad ever it is.. dear i still love u.. and if there is anything u wan to tell me.. be it good or bad.. or any problem... pls let me noe.. so that i can reflect on it and make the right changes... ok...

ps: Dear u r back and i am very happy... love u lotz...




Thursday, December 15, 2005 12/15/2005 05:18:00 PMY
today is thursday.. 15/12/05...
yes yes yes.. finally thursday is here.. tonight i will be going to the airport to study and of cos for the main reason see dear.. can't wait to see her.. have been waiting for too long.. really too long... finally its here.. anyway today sch was ok... then got back my d fund quiz.. got 20/30.. quite happy.. then had java which i dun understand at all.. still got java project ... how to do man... then i had another quiz on ssmat.. it was ok.. can do... so hope get good result.. tml morning dear is coming back.. yea... i still missing her alot.. so can't wait.. now going to rest a while then get ready to go airport.. see u soon dear...

ps: Dear finally u r returning.. love u dear...




Wednesday, December 14, 2005 12/14/2005 02:30:00 PMY
today is wed.. 14/12/05...
today is the worst day yet.. y??? cos today sch was short.. and that means i end sch early and got no where to go... so came home.. when there is free time i will always think of dear... so thats y today is the worst day yet... cos i really miss her alot.. its been 6 days seen i last saw her.. longest already... that time was max 4 days.. now is already 6... that time 4 days still can call and msg.. now also cannot.... anyway dear will be back soon... can't wait to see her... going to slp now and see if can see her in my dream... tonight got friendly match again so i should rest now i guess.. tml will be the day.. cos tml after sch i go home then at night go airport study and wait for dear to come back... and yes last night dream of u again.. so ee u in my dream...

ps: love u very much dear... see u soon...




Tuesday, December 13, 2005 12/13/2005 08:51:00 PMY


today is tues... 13/12/05...
today sch was long real long... boring over all... today sch finish early.. cos today lab test so finish then go... went to the library after sch cos follow my friend go.. then use com a while... so bored talk to people online asking people to go out.. but no one free... but in the end i went to tm wif my friend... then we 3 went to watch movie... three guys go watch movie.. abit funny ar.. haha... then now i am here... my friend say that they will be going to stay with me over night at the airport on thurs night and one of them going to teach me.. so good.. at least i won't be alone.. and yes i dream of dear again.. these few days keep dreaming of her. maybe its cos she not around... then keep thinkning of her thats y at night will dream of her... who noes rite.. i can't control my dream... hehe...

this afternoon i msg dear's mum.. ask her wad time dear flight.. she told me 3 to4 and say she dun expect me to go as it is dead in the night.. haha.. but i guess i will still go cos i studying there wif my friends wad.. actually the real reason is to go see dear... studying is jus the on the way thing... so dear i will see u at the airport.. anyway jus wan to say all i wan for christmas is u.. from the song ya...

and heres aother song.. part of it lar..
i miss u like crazy even more than words could say.
i miss u like crazy every min of everyday.
girl i'm so down when ur loves not around.
i miss u miss u miss u. i miss u like crazy.
(find out wad song it is.. hehe...

miss u dear... hope everything is fine over there in thailand and that u r not feeling too cold.. hehe..

ps: Dear I LOVE YOU... :)




Monday, December 12, 2005 12/12/2005 02:01:00 PMY
today is mon... 12/12/05... the first day of sch...

today sch have alot of breaks... dear u should noe that.. i always go to ur house when got break but today cannot cos u not in.. so i went to watch phantom of the opera in my sch library.. very nice like wad u said.. but they never show how the girl die.. then the bf grow so old already but the girls mother look the same age as him... haha.. today is a very boring day.. later still got lab test.. my friend jus now ask me y i look so sian.. then i say tired then he say gf not around also tired.. i say u not around thats y sian... last night dear call me.. i was shock... didn't get to say much cos i was shock.. wanted to ask her how was she... hows her hand... cold a not... and also i wanted to tell her i miss her alot and i love her... but didn't get the chance to say... so i say here.. dear i miss u alot and i love u...

told dear i was going to the airport to fetch her.. but she say her parents will scold me.. i say nvm.. cos i going there to study also...anyway i think i shall add on tonight.. nth much happen yet.. jus that i am very tired.. oh ya... u must come my house and see... i put up so many photos... so now there are 11 of u dear in my room... come and see soon... and also miss u dear...

ok i am now home from sch.. sch was tiring.. my java test was a err.. dunno wad to say about it.. fail... thats enough.. so happy now... wan to noe y ask me... dear i will tell u but i can't write here... for some reason... anyway i prayed for dear for her hand to recover and also that dear will call me tonight.. so i must wait and see if my prayer come true... anyway tml is a long day in sch... and i got another test.. haiz... still the same thing i am going to say.. i really miss u alot... going mad already... anyway see u soon dear... oh ya... last night dream of u again..

ps: love u bam bam... miss u.. be back soon...





Sunday, December 11, 2005 12/11/2005 02:05:00 PMY
ok.. today is sunday... 11/12/05...
last night went for wedding dinner.. very fun.. same tabel with all the coursin then we had fun... then the dinner start at 8+then end at 11+... so long lor... but the food was ok.. and dear duess wad... all my coursin noe about u already... and one of my aunt also noe.. jus told my mum i will be going to the airport and study over night on thurs.. cos fri morning u coming back.. hehe..


today i woke up at 8++ so tired cos last night so late then reach home... went to church.. never slp... then on the way back i talk to my mum about u.. then i think that she is ok with it already.. good... and she also noe i wan to go study over night becos of u.. haha... anyway so now here writing this.. today will be boring... still waiting for u... come back soon.. y can't the day pass faster... last night in the car coming home suddenly miss u badly... then think of the day at the airport with u... haiz... last night same thing again lar... i sat on the bed and jus look at our photo on the wall... keep thinking of u.. and yes last night i dream of u again... like very night also will dream of u... we were at a playground.. can't remember doing wad.. but we were there lar...


ok i am now adding on to my blog i wrote earlier in the day... i spent the whole day playing com.. then went out to buy a new fan cos my house one spoil.. bought paint and a paint brush too... paint the photo frames i bought from ikea.. ( actually not i buy lar cos not i pay..) painted 2 of it black and 1 of it white... then had dinner with my family of 3 and went to tm with my sis.. go tm for wad dear u must be thinking.. haha.. i went to print out photos from that machine... and i think u will scold me for some photo i print cos some is u onli.. haha... maybe cos i miss u too much already so i decided to print out ur pic to put on my wall... anyway now jus got home.. then later i will be putting the photos in the frame and up it will go on the wall... thats my day.. after that i should be slping... which is the worst part of the day cos then when i think of dear the most.. and take a longer time then always to slp... i guess i will dream of her again tonight.. so seens u r in thailand and i am here, the onli way i can see u is in my dreams... so i better get to slp soon so can see u.. hehe... hope to see u soon... i miss u dear...


ps: dear i love u.. i wan my bam bam back.. hehe....




Saturday, December 10, 2005 12/10/2005 02:29:00 PMY
today is sat.. (10/12/05)..
today is my coursin wedding.. jus cam back from his house... later at night going for the dinner... so i now at home doing this blog... today nth much will happen... cos onli wedding... my coursin saw my phone and saw ur pic.. haha... and i found out she is taller than u... another coursin of my saw our pic on freindster... then she told her mum i got gf... then her mum ask me today... haha... then i say yes have... haha... anyway my gf so pretty.. show off also nvm... can't wait for u to come back.. last night was bad again... couldn't slp... then slp dream that u were back already... and i hug u for so long cos very long nver see u... miss u wad... so hope that u come back soon and i will give u a big long hug....


ps: miss u dear.. wondering how r u over there now.. must be enjoying ar... love u dear....




Friday, December 09, 2005 12/09/2005 09:24:00 PMY
today is friday.... 09/12/05... ( this is to help u keep noe which day wad blog dear..)
i will try to blog everyday from today until u come back... so u will noe how i spent my days without u... =(


ok... last night was bad.. after i left the airport i could not stop think about dear... in dear's father car home i was already thinking of her... then got home try to do other things like use com and all... so not so bad.. but the bad part was trying to slp that time... i look at the time... thinking u must be on the plane now on ur way there... then finally got to slp... and yes slp also dream of u... dream that we were living together already.. haha...


now for today... woke up still feeling very tired... but went to sch.. ended sch at 11 then came home... and i found out something... we borrow the dvd haven return... then i had one.. so today due so i return... then i dunno if u return the other two anot... wanted to go ask but he was not there when i went... so i also dunno how.. have to wait till u r back... anyway went tm for lunch wif my sis.. then went taka to see my mum present.. u lar say cannot buy the cross for u... then i must think so hard of wad to buy... ok then i met christabel.. my good friend... hope u r not jealous... so we went out cos every long never see her already... then since she was free today so i met up wif her.. we shop at bugis.. i bought a bag.. show u when u r back... then she bought cd... all from bugis street... then we went to bugis junction... she bought me a watch.. which i chosse.. that was my chrismas present.. i bought her a purse which she chosse.. thats her christmas present.. funny lar.. but jus to make it something from chirstmas so we did that when we could actually buy for ourselve.. stupid rite.. haha.. anyway i got somethign to tell u... i got ur christmas present already... haha.. sorry ar.. always get so early... haha... think u will buy me one from thailand rite.. haha.. jus kidding... oh ya also bought a book for my sis which she try to find but cannot.. so i found it so i bought... today was fun... how i wish u were with me.. then it will be perfect... so dear pls return soon... i really miss u like crazy... dunno how to slp tonight.. but i think i would jus fall asleep when i get tired... so come back soon ok dear.... i love u...
ps: dear dear dear... i miss u badly when r u coming back... love u...




Thursday, December 08, 2005 12/08/2005 02:12:00 PMY
yes yes blogging again..
lets start wif yesterday.. went to sch then went out wif dear to ikea.. so fun ok... on the train take pics then slept on the train until we miss the stop... haha... ikea was fun... it was great... shop for photo frames and all.. saw so many things we wan to buy but no money.. the feeling walking in ikea is like we are going to buy things for our new house like that like we are going to live together... how i hope can lor... anyway we ate cheesecake that dear love so much... then we went off cos i got training... thats about it... oh ya... went home bath ate dinner study then called dear and at the same time i filled the photo frames wif pic of dear and me... my mum saw and went nagging again.... i was like wth... she say keep it but i didn't care so i put it up all on the wall... haha... see it the next time u come...
now lets talk about the day before yesterday... which is also the day of our first month... one month already... we had happy times and some bad times too... got angry a few times.. sorry... and we actually live together for our one month meeting almost everyday... love u dear.... thanks alot for ur present u gave me.. i will wear it everyday....
ok... today is sad day.. dear is leaving today... dun believe its here so fast... anyway hope she comes back soon and i will miss u... later going to airport wif her.. can bear to see her go.. sad sda sad... =( anyway she is going for God so wad can i do.. haha... at least now i got the pics up can see her every morning i wake up.. haha... thats about it...
btw i am in sch writing this...
ps: dear i am going to miss u like crazy...every min of everyday... so come back fast ok... love u dear...




Monday, December 05, 2005 12/05/2005 02:11:00 PMY
ok.. i am here to blog.. so pls dun scold me for not blogging already.. i no com at home rite.. see today first day of the week in sch i blog already lor... for the pass two weeks have been meeting dear everyday... which is good i guess... anyway.. today went to sch at 9.. at break at 10.. went to dear house... stayed till 1150.. got out at 12.. reach sch at 1220 for my 12 lec... was late but didn't miss much... sleep during lec.. so boring lor... then after that when to have lunch wif zhi yong and yao wei... so now here wating for my java class to start...
dear dear... u r going to thailand on thursday... will miss u lotz.... dunno how to live here without u for one week +... anyway.. yesterday really enjoyed myself at ur place and a t east coast... can't believe that i went for dinner with ur family... it was great.. and ur dad is super funny... tml is the 6... a very special day... so pls pls pls... be able to make it... i hope won't last min tell me cannot... wed we go to buy frame... then also print the photos out ok.... then at least when u r gone i still have the photos...
oh ya.. the job u have quit lar.. ur mum say quit.. ur dad also say quit.. i also dun like u working that job.. it kinds of like will change a person... like ur leader....
wonder wad u have for me... tml... i think u noe wad i have for u rite.. cos someone go and see wad.. still try to open... ok lar... dun say who the person is.. haha... so my life have been basically been fell with u.. so can say that i live my days jus looking forward to see u.... so see u tml then.. and wed and thurs.. then u will be gone for one week plus... sad.. sad.. sad... =(
ps:love u dear.. will miss u lot when u r gone... hope to see u soon...




Thursday, December 01, 2005 12/01/2005 02:43:00 PMY
haiz... boring day in sch... now still in sch using the com to do project and also write blog now lor...
com down so sian.. can't do anything... blog also must do in sch... haiz... yesterday was a good day... never go lab went dear house... then follow her go find job... go until china town... then after that ate and went for match.. match was good.. we win.. and i think my receiving is improving... then went home at the bus stop called dear.. then saw her car pass by.. haha... then after that saw irene at the bus stop also... never talk onli said hi...
today is a bad day... why???? cos today can't meet dear unless i make it possible again lar like always... she today go for dunno wad job training until 6+ then she have to go church... maybe later i will go find her at church cos i also wan to pass my mp3 to her.. got some things inside wan her help me print... hope can... but now should be going for class already.. so can't write much...
ps: bye dear.. happy reading... 6 coming already.. haha.. can't wait... see u soon.. love ya




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