Sunday, February 19, 2006 2/19/2006 02:49:00 AMY
hi to who ever reads my blog. i think no one lar. the last time i blog was like ages ago. lets start with where i am now and doing wad. i am at my friend's placce at amk studying at 3 am in the morning. can't believe that i am studying this hard. or should i say "hard". so now taking a break from the books. thats the end of part one.part two. my life so far. how have i been getting along. i think i am getting along ok i guess. not too sure onli some times will have the shit feeling. sometimes will be emo. but guess its onli for sometime. now everyday study for exam if not go out wif edwin they all. valentines day was yet again a lonely day. even thought i had gf before, i have never had one during valentine's day. all happen to break up with me or i break up with them before valentine's day come. but valentine's day is jus a day lar. nth much about it. how i spent my valentine's day this year. when to buy present for someone. but realise that she won't accept it. so kind of like wasted my money. but anyway the thing is that i tried. thats wad counts. then went to my friend's condo for tuition. she was going to teach me maths. but when i reach the condo outside receive a msg from her say she not feeling well so cannot teach me. i dun blame her cos is not she wan to put me airplane. is cos she sick. so i had nth to do. so i called aaron. and he was nice enough to let me go his house. when reach his house his family was like waiting for me to eat lunch. i was so paiseh. but his family was very nice and funny people. his grandma is really funny. and i found out she like to watch korean shows like me. so i stayed in aaron's house and watch jay chou vcd. then went to meet edwin and zong. then zong go sch. so i and edwin go town cos he wan to buy birthday present. shop in town till about 6 plus. saw many couples. bith of us feel very sucky. haha. then when to meet my family for dinner. that was my valentine's day. next up wad i have been up to. now waiting for exams to be over. then can go beach. very long never go already. have been catching up with chris alot. alot of people think that we are together but i will say no. but wad the use of explaining. u noe urself can already. then she told me this when i told her that alot of people say we together. she said if we really wanted to be together then we long ago together already. very true. cos we have known each other and became very close for a long time already. so to my good friend. i love u as a friend ya. and we both noe that we can never be together. haha. another thing i have been doing is e mailing one of my long lost friend su ann. she i now in london. after talking to her online and by e mail i have found that she has change alot. and grown up alot. was really hoping to see her again cos i wan to see how much she has really change. but too bad she dunno when she will be back. and like she say she love me as a friend and me too i love her as a friend and we both do miss each other. so su ann if u read this i hope u come back soon. next up.... nth much left. caught up with some old friends lately. talk to them online. felt good that i am still friends with them. thats about it. dunno when will be the next time i blog. hope not too long. take care all that read my blog and God bless u all. and to the feel good and best friends i have. really love u all cos u all have been a great help in a part of my life. oh ya. leaving with one thing to say. aaron told me this cos he saw poon's msn nick. something like this. " relationship dun last forever but brotherhood last for ever. our brotherhood that is. gtg now and study again. the time now is 330 am. signing off. JONBROK.....
Friday, February 10, 2006 2/10/2006 12:19:00 PMY
its been a long road. long time. seen i blog and seen many other things. one month plus already. and here i am still like that. sch is boring like hell. nth interest me in sch. that is y i am applying to change course. wad can i say. i guess no one reads my blog anyway. jus wan to say that i use to blog for a reason now the reason is gone. so there is no need for me to blog. hope i win 10 million hahaha.
