Tuesday, May 16, 2006 5/16/2006 10:41:00 PMY
sch was ok. onli that maths seem to get harder. but i will work hard on that. and also today my good friend came back from london. didn't really talk to her much. but she sure look different from last time. hope to talk to her again soon. anyway today pretty much did nth in sch. lesson was short lab was finish in one hour. and got burn by the dame resitor. tml there will be volleyball training. looking forward to it. and also zy got a laptop. make me feel like getting one. but where do i get the money. if i have a laptop i dun have to always stop using the com when my sis wans to slp. cos the com is in her room. i need a com of my own. like now i am waiting for some one to come online but i scare before the person come online i will be off cos my sis wan to slp. so having a com of ur own is good. quiz r coming soon. hope i can do it. and i will be going malaysia soon. the stupid sch dun wan to approve my loa. who cares about them i am still going. dun care. F the sch lar. it sucks. can't they give us a better life . anyway thats about it. trying to keep my blog updated. so that people who read will have something to read. thats all for now.
Monday, May 15, 2006 5/15/2006 09:24:00 PMY
i feel like bloging. thats funny. its been a long time seens i blog. many thing happen. sch and all. now sch is still ok but the new subject is killing me. but sch is still ok. maths is not that bad. and i am taking jap. the other day i had a long chat with my good friend in the library. which got me to think about the word love all over again. u dun have to go looking for it cos u won't find it but rather let it come and find u. one day u will just realise that hey the feeling i have for this person is so different. and not go and find a girl and have feeling for her cos u find her pretty or wad. i have a friend who wrote in his blog today that he walk in sch then like keep having the feeling to like look in class see if she is there. and hope she walk pass. to my that friend i got something to tell u. maybe u have found the feeling called love. or maybe it has found u. so a little advice for u. hope its helpful. follow ur heart. heart will bring u to love not ur head. cos the brain thinks too much. and the beauty of love is not about thinking to much but following one feeling and go for it.
but also u dun blindly into it lar. so to my friend hope this helps.
now about me. i jus realise that i have not let it all go yet. if u noe wad i mean. but really who on earth can. deep down inside i still feel the hurt sometimes. but its not that bad. but can't get it over. cos no matter how hard i try there will still be little left. maybe gf u will understand this better. i think u noe wad i mean. anyway that ends that topic dun wan to get into it.
the da vinci code. a book i am reading. today gf told me that it is even wrong to say or think or read that Jesus .... i will not say it cos its all wrong. yes i am reading the book and maybe watching the movie. but i noe that i still believe in the bible and i will not let this book shake my faith for God cos i noe that in my heart that God is real and i have faith in him and myself for wad i believe. the book is like something i like to use to ask myself question. its like some thing of testing ur faith in wad u believe. so i guess i do have faith here.
next up this came across my mind. maybe its cos mother's day was yesterday and all. i wan to tell the world that i have a very very very good mum. y??? cos she took care of me and my sis since young and she did it all by herself. people who noe me well noe y. and she work so hard for us to grow up. so when i really grow up into an adult and start to work i will never forget my mum. she is the best.
ok next was on msn jus... then had a msg from my friend in london and she surprise me by saying that she is coming back tml. and i was like really. r u serious. its been more than a year seen i saw her. i didn't even noe she left for overseas to study. but now she is back for dunno how long i am sure i will get to meet her and catch up with time and all. she will be back tml but i still have many friends overseas studying when will they be back. hope not too long. anyway thats about all i have to say for now. hope i will have the mood to blog again soon.
God bless all that read this blog. take care people...
