Saturday, September 30, 2006 9/30/2006 09:53:00 PMY
i live a f_cked up life. just kill me.
Thursday, September 28, 2006 9/28/2006 09:50:00 PMY
chalet ended. turn out to be "hell of a chalet". cos it was pretty boring. nth much happen. guess we jus didn't plan things well enough. today after check out, sw came over to my place cos i got to change and all. then we went to town to meet ttp. went far east eat. till so full. then went shoping again. haven earn money start to buy things already. today bought a wallet and a watch. the watch was cheap. $55 onli. for the adidas watch that use to cost $95. then got the wallet at $52. wanted black but last one so i took the brown one. not that bad. then was all the way home. super tired. slept on the way back in the mrt. reach home ate dinner. sit down watch tv with my mum cos my mum say she more than 1 week never see me already. then now on com. suddenly feel quite down. maybe things are still bothering me. but things will be better cos i must remember to smile always. =) rite baby monkey.
ps: i am willing to do anything. anything for u and not asking anything in return. will make u happy with all that i have. when u need me i will be there. when u no need me i will be in one coner watching over u making sure that u r safe and once u need someone to be there i will come out and be there for. this is a promise i make to u. and i am also very sorry that i did a stupid thing. u should noe wad. the thing that grace hit me for and lecture me for. u should noe. but i promise u i will never do it again. if i ever do it again i will glue my mouth together. a promise i make to u. baby monkey i miss yoU.
ps: i am willing to do anything. anything for u and not asking anything in return. will make u happy with all that i have. when u need me i will be there. when u no need me i will be in one coner watching over u making sure that u r safe and once u need someone to be there i will come out and be there for. this is a promise i make to u. and i am also very sorry that i did a stupid thing. u should noe wad. the thing that grace hit me for and lecture me for. u should noe. but i promise u i will never do it again. if i ever do it again i will glue my mouth together. a promise i make to u. baby monkey i miss yoU.
Monday, September 25, 2006 9/25/2006 10:02:00 PMY
yesterday went to beach but did not play ball. no mood. then after that went to meet grace, sw to marina square to shop at quiksilver. wah so many things to buy but i no $$$. then guess wad aaron teo spent $330.30 in that shop. alot rite. and thats after discount lar.
today went out with ttp, sw, hl, aaron, yili. we went k box and went to buy jia hao present. but today quite moody cos of some reason. but am ok now. k bow could have been more fun if i wasn't feeling that bad. but over all its ok. now home. heard she is stress. hope she feels better. i should not be expecting much. i must remind myself that. thats about it.
today went out with ttp, sw, hl, aaron, yili. we went k box and went to buy jia hao present. but today quite moody cos of some reason. but am ok now. k bow could have been more fun if i wasn't feeling that bad. but over all its ok. now home. heard she is stress. hope she feels better. i should not be expecting much. i must remind myself that. thats about it.
Saturday, September 23, 2006 9/23/2006 08:12:00 PMY
jus got home from sas. feeling kind of moody. knowing that she is confuse. cos there r two guys. jus follow ur heart and go with wad u think will be the best out come. dun have to think that by doing so u will hurt someone. cos when there is love there will also be hurt near it. so jus follow in wad u believe and wad u want. thats all i am asking from u. cos never wan to see u moody and all because of this thing.
Thursday, September 21, 2006 9/21/2006 09:42:00 PMY
i may be going crazy soon.............................
i dun ask for anything. i dun expect much. all i wan is for u to be happy and that will be enough. i dun wan to see u sad. i dun wan to see u cry. i dun wan to see u worry. i dun wan to see u stress. all i wan is to see u happy and knowing that u r happy is good enough for me. all i can do now i jus to love u from a far. dun see me differently. dun treat me differently. cos i am still the chicken little u once know and will always be. jus remember no matter wad i will be here by ur side. i will jus be behind u. so if u ever fall i will be there to catch u. if u miss a step i will be there to hold u. from where i am i will protect u. so dun be sad but be happy. so that i can be happy too. =)
ps: i miss baby...
i dun ask for anything. i dun expect much. all i wan is for u to be happy and that will be enough. i dun wan to see u sad. i dun wan to see u cry. i dun wan to see u worry. i dun wan to see u stress. all i wan is to see u happy and knowing that u r happy is good enough for me. all i can do now i jus to love u from a far. dun see me differently. dun treat me differently. cos i am still the chicken little u once know and will always be. jus remember no matter wad i will be here by ur side. i will jus be behind u. so if u ever fall i will be there to catch u. if u miss a step i will be there to hold u. from where i am i will protect u. so dun be sad but be happy. so that i can be happy too. =)
ps: i miss baby...
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 9/19/2006 08:59:00 PMY
jus came home from floaters outing. it was fun. but there is something inside me i wan to say. that i feel. this is the first time i felt like this but she give me the feeling that i had for selina. and if anyone that noe me well noe that i like selina alot. so for me to have the same feeling for this girl really means alot to me. i dunno if its the right thing to do. but this is just how i feel and i can't stop myself from feeling this way. JAMIE I LIKE YOU. i guess u may noe this already already or zy might have tell u. and i noe that he likes u too. but this is jus how i feel. i really like you. have been thinking alot about it and decided that i should let u noe.
Monday, September 18, 2006 9/18/2006 02:23:00 PMY
really enjoied my trip. thanks baby monkey.
this looks funny. (baby monkey and chicken little)
on our way out to match. (baby monkey and chicken little)
match day number 1. (baby monkey and chicken little)
first night while playing. (baby monkey and chicken little)
at mac if i never remember wrong. (baby monkey and chicken little)
this looks funny. (baby monkey and chicken little)
on our way out to match. (baby monkey and chicken little)
match day number 1. (baby monkey and chicken little)
first night while playing. (baby monkey and chicken little)
at mac if i never remember wrong. (baby monkey and chicken little)
9/18/2006 02:21:00 PMY
baby slping in my beg.
9/18/2006 02:20:00 PMY
ah hao and me. the con men 9/18/2006 02:18:00 PMY
on the way to malaysia. 9/18/2006 11:04:00 AMY
this is baby!!!! 
baby monkey trying to cut my finger. haha. try harder. hehe.today is mon. just came back from malaysia trip. wad a week. first was 2 days camp followed by 4 days in malaysia. had lots of fun during both. but malaysia was much more fun i should say cos it was longer. very glad that i could bond with them so well. the floaters i mean. it was good bonding and hope we can go out on tue. our days were mainly following the girls team for their matchs and shopping. and of cos eating. the ramly burger was not good. sad. but the fun we had was. every night going over to rooms to play and all. laughing our heads off. playing stupid games to see who bath first and video it down to let the girls see. it was super funny man. hope zy upload the video on friendster.
oh and also thanks baby monkey for making me happy when i was sad and also for the sweet. baby monkey thanks for being there cos i always feel happy around u. and also thanks for trying to "rape" me ar. haha. thats about it. wan to noe more about the trip can tag me or sms me or call me.
ps: baby monkey. i miss baby.
