Sunday, October 29, 2006 10/29/2006 10:21:00 PMY
sorry SW i noe very long never blog u got nth to read then very sian rite. sch started already so have been quite busy cos i am still working. so got to manage studies and work at the same time. e maths 3 is super super hard. and my tut teacher suck to the max. he is so dame lazy lar. worst then me and i thought i was super lazy. anyway sch life is still boring.
today went out with hui ming for late lunch. which was also my 2nd lunch. it was fun. enjoied meself. hope she did too. but too bad she got to go back to work if not can spent more time with her. hope her work is ok and that she is not too cold. thats about it. tml match with np. hope can get to play. she will be there too. hehe. =)
ps: hope to have lunch with u again some other time or jus hang out. =)
today went out with hui ming for late lunch. which was also my 2nd lunch. it was fun. enjoied meself. hope she did too. but too bad she got to go back to work if not can spent more time with her. hope her work is ok and that she is not too cold. thats about it. tml match with np. hope can get to play. she will be there too. hehe. =)
ps: hope to have lunch with u again some other time or jus hang out. =)
10/29/2006 08:05:00 PMY
sorry SW i noe very long never blog u got nth to read then very sian rite. sch started already so have been quite busy cos i am still working. so got to manage studies and work at the same time. e maths 3 is super super hard. and my tut teacher suck to the max. he is so dame lazy lar. worst then me and i thought i was super lazy. anyway sch life is still boring.
today went out with hui ming for late lunch. which was also my 2nd lunch. it was fun. enjoied meself. hope she did too. but too bad she got to go back to work if not can spent more time with her. hope her work is ok and that she is not too cold. thats about it. tml match with np. hope can get to play. she will be there too. hehe. =)
ps: hope to have lunch with u again some other time or jus hang out. =)
today went out with hui ming for late lunch. which was also my 2nd lunch. it was fun. enjoied meself. hope she did too. but too bad she got to go back to work if not can spent more time with her. hope her work is ok and that she is not too cold. thats about it. tml match with np. hope can get to play. she will be there too. hehe. =)
ps: hope to have lunch with u again some other time or jus hang out. =)
10/29/2006 08:02:00 PMY
sorry SW i noe very long never blog u got nth to read then very sian rite. sch started already so have been quite busy cos i am still working. so got to manage studies and work at the same time. e maths 3 is super super hard. and my tut teacher suck to the max. he is so dame lazy lar. worst then me and i thought i was super lazy. anyway sch life is still boring.
today went out with hui ming for late lunch. which was also my 2nd lunch. it was fun. enjoied meself. hope she did too. but too bad she got to go back to work if not can spent more time with her. hope her work is ok and that she is not too cold. thats about it. tml match with np. hope can get to play. she will be there too. hehe. =)
ps: hope to have lunch with u again some other time or jus hang out. =)
today went out with hui ming for late lunch. which was also my 2nd lunch. it was fun. enjoied meself. hope she did too. but too bad she got to go back to work if not can spent more time with her. hope her work is ok and that she is not too cold. thats about it. tml match with np. hope can get to play. she will be there too. hehe. =)
ps: hope to have lunch with u again some other time or jus hang out. =)
10/29/2006 07:46:00 PMY
sorry SW i noe very long never blog u got nth to read then very sian rite. sch started already so have been quite busy cos i am still working. so got to manage studies and work at the same time. e maths 3 is super super hard. and my tut teacher suck to the max. he is so dame lazy lar. worst then me and i thought i was super lazy. anyway sch life is still boring.
today went out with hui ming for late lunch. which was also my 2nd lunch. it was fun. enjoied meself. hope she did too. but too bad she got to go back to work if not can spent more time with her. hope her work is ok and that she is not too cold. thats about it. tml match with np. hope can get to play. she will be there too. hehe. =)
ps: hope to have lunch with u again some other time or jus hang out. =)
today went out with hui ming for late lunch. which was also my 2nd lunch. it was fun. enjoied meself. hope she did too. but too bad she got to go back to work if not can spent more time with her. hope her work is ok and that she is not too cold. thats about it. tml match with np. hope can get to play. she will be there too. hehe. =)
ps: hope to have lunch with u again some other time or jus hang out. =)
Friday, October 20, 2006 10/20/2006 10:06:00 AMY
chicken little is dead. things turn out the way i knew it will. guess the truth still hurts after all. knowing that it will happen didn't really hurt. but now that it has happen and knowing it and seeing it still brings about the pain. but the pain will go away. so to baby monkey be HAPPY. smile ya. and to her bf u better treat her well cos she is worth it. baby monkey if anything happens i will be there. but i won't be there always like last time already. cos i can't too. love u baby monkey. and good bye chicken little. =)
ps: its time for mr lim to wake up and see the the real world. ur princess has made her choice and i guess u should respect it and let her go. it will be better for her. if u really love her let her go.
ps: its time for mr lim to wake up and see the the real world. ur princess has made her choice and i guess u should respect it and let her go. it will be better for her. if u really love her let her go.
Monday, October 16, 2006 10/16/2006 10:34:00 PMY
looking at my tag board, there seem to be a war going on in there. peolpe shooting people. people shooting me. but this is my blog and i will say wad i wan. and if u dun like it dun read it. no one is holding ur head to the com and asking u to read. but i also can't control wad people wan to do. so if u wan to shoot people in my tag go ahead then. can't stop anyone.
things are pretty much fine for me already. guess that letting go was not a bad idea after all. but i jus can't stand someone that talks bad things about u and act like normal in front of u. but i guess i dun really hate that person. i shall learn how to forgive. now life is getting to work and volleyball. love voleyball. will work hard for the coming matches. lets win this man. i wan a gold medal. haha.
ps: a friendly reminder to mr lim. guess its time for u to wake up. u said that u have change for the better. i dun think so. wad has gotten better. ur skills are going down. ur relationship with friends are also going the same way. can't u jus see the light. loving her does not mean u have to hold on. letting her go may be a way to show her u love her. cos i guess she will be happier that way. when she dun have to worry about how others feel. or scare that she will hurt anyone. if u really love her it time to let her go. this is jus a friendly reminder. i am not trying to say anything bad about u. u wan can listen dun wan then nvm. i have choosen to let go cos i noe she will be happier with me being there for her as a friend. she will find her happiness.
things are pretty much fine for me already. guess that letting go was not a bad idea after all. but i jus can't stand someone that talks bad things about u and act like normal in front of u. but i guess i dun really hate that person. i shall learn how to forgive. now life is getting to work and volleyball. love voleyball. will work hard for the coming matches. lets win this man. i wan a gold medal. haha.
ps: a friendly reminder to mr lim. guess its time for u to wake up. u said that u have change for the better. i dun think so. wad has gotten better. ur skills are going down. ur relationship with friends are also going the same way. can't u jus see the light. loving her does not mean u have to hold on. letting her go may be a way to show her u love her. cos i guess she will be happier that way. when she dun have to worry about how others feel. or scare that she will hurt anyone. if u really love her it time to let her go. this is jus a friendly reminder. i am not trying to say anything bad about u. u wan can listen dun wan then nvm. i have choosen to let go cos i noe she will be happier with me being there for her as a friend. she will find her happiness.
Saturday, October 14, 2006 10/14/2006 10:45:00 AMY
today is time for story telling again.
wad story should i say first. ok. let talk about the story about a stupid guy. there was this guy who believes in wad ever this girl said. because he like the girl. even when he noe that the girl lied to him he still listen to her out and try to believe. friends keep telling him that he is being a fool. but he refuse to listen. he wants to believe that the girl do not wan to lie to him. the girl however dunno that he noe. but guess this guy is smart in some way cos he seem to noe everything. and i really mean he noe everything. for example: holding hands, hugging,where the person is,etc.... this poor guy had to noe all this about the girl he likes and can't do anything. he can't say her cos he and her r nth. he have no right to be angry. he can onli be sad and feel hurt and maybe even jus cry at one corner by himself. but at least this guy noes something. he noes that he have friends around him that care. thats one thing he should be happy about. and from wad i noe. i guess this girl her really treats this guy as NOTHING. i really mean nothing. i dun think she even cares if this guy dies a not. compared to the other two person that like her, this guy = to 0.000000... which means nth. thats the end of the story about the guy that was stupid.
now a stroy about a girl that is too soft hearted. this girl ar. wad to say. maybe she too nice already. bf broke up with her but she still think for him. and wad she get in return. she gets to know that the guy say that she has ruined his life. i mean how can he say that. thats super unfair to her lar. in fact if u look at it the right way. he was the one that wan to break up/ so who is the one that cause all this. so to the guy if u wan to say she ruined ur life pls go think about it again that is if u have brains and think wad did she do to deserve wad u say. i guess is time for u to reflect too. she has been so good to u and this is wad u say to her. haiz. i dun understand how can a guy be like that. really throw the face of all guys. haiz. thats about it. the end of my second story.
now about me. haha. u asked me y i not working. i tell u y. i tue and thurs got work already. then sat i dun wan to work. even if i got no work on tue and thurs, i also will not work. firstly the reason i told u before already. the second is the pay quite little and must work alot. but the most important reason is i dun wan to be EXTRA. i noe its better off without me. or maybe if i go also nvm cos i am invisible wad. anyway this is how things has turn out. not the way i wan it. how long will it be like that i dunno. guess onli time tells.
ps: to the guy dun say anything bad about the girl ( ur ex ) cos she really did love u and by saying wad u did it still really hurts her. ( for the second story.)
to the girl. if u dunno wad is happening then nvm. cos i dun think u also wan to go and find out. then let it be. anyway the guy dun mean anything to u at all. (for 1st story)
ps: to all readers, all stories above are true. fact and not fiction. for more details pls tag my blog. (wanted to put my number but better not)so jus tag will do. if i noe u then maybe i will call u to let u noe the details if u wan to noe. or u can e mail me at chanjonathan@hotmail.com
take care my readers
wad story should i say first. ok. let talk about the story about a stupid guy. there was this guy who believes in wad ever this girl said. because he like the girl. even when he noe that the girl lied to him he still listen to her out and try to believe. friends keep telling him that he is being a fool. but he refuse to listen. he wants to believe that the girl do not wan to lie to him. the girl however dunno that he noe. but guess this guy is smart in some way cos he seem to noe everything. and i really mean he noe everything. for example: holding hands, hugging,where the person is,etc.... this poor guy had to noe all this about the girl he likes and can't do anything. he can't say her cos he and her r nth. he have no right to be angry. he can onli be sad and feel hurt and maybe even jus cry at one corner by himself. but at least this guy noes something. he noes that he have friends around him that care. thats one thing he should be happy about. and from wad i noe. i guess this girl her really treats this guy as NOTHING. i really mean nothing. i dun think she even cares if this guy dies a not. compared to the other two person that like her, this guy = to 0.000000... which means nth. thats the end of the story about the guy that was stupid.
now a stroy about a girl that is too soft hearted. this girl ar. wad to say. maybe she too nice already. bf broke up with her but she still think for him. and wad she get in return. she gets to know that the guy say that she has ruined his life. i mean how can he say that. thats super unfair to her lar. in fact if u look at it the right way. he was the one that wan to break up/ so who is the one that cause all this. so to the guy if u wan to say she ruined ur life pls go think about it again that is if u have brains and think wad did she do to deserve wad u say. i guess is time for u to reflect too. she has been so good to u and this is wad u say to her. haiz. i dun understand how can a guy be like that. really throw the face of all guys. haiz. thats about it. the end of my second story.
now about me. haha. u asked me y i not working. i tell u y. i tue and thurs got work already. then sat i dun wan to work. even if i got no work on tue and thurs, i also will not work. firstly the reason i told u before already. the second is the pay quite little and must work alot. but the most important reason is i dun wan to be EXTRA. i noe its better off without me. or maybe if i go also nvm cos i am invisible wad. anyway this is how things has turn out. not the way i wan it. how long will it be like that i dunno. guess onli time tells.
ps: to the guy dun say anything bad about the girl ( ur ex ) cos she really did love u and by saying wad u did it still really hurts her. ( for the second story.)
to the girl. if u dunno wad is happening then nvm. cos i dun think u also wan to go and find out. then let it be. anyway the guy dun mean anything to u at all. (for 1st story)
ps: to all readers, all stories above are true. fact and not fiction. for more details pls tag my blog. (wanted to put my number but better not)so jus tag will do. if i noe u then maybe i will call u to let u noe the details if u wan to noe. or u can e mail me at chanjonathan@hotmail.com
take care my readers
Thursday, October 12, 2006 10/12/2006 06:12:00 PMY
sorry to all my readers. but the zoo outing part 2 has been cancel due to some personal reason. i find that there isn't a point in putting up the pics anymore. but i am too lazy to delet the one i have put up so enjoy wad i have put up. life have been hard for me since i came back from malaysia. things r still the same. found out something today. a promise was made but broken now i feel that i dunno how to trust the person. is like i really wan to trust u. but u r not helping me at all. people keep telling me y do i still believe but i also dunno y. maybe cos when u love someone u will really be blind. guess today something open my eyes.
wad ever it is, it still hurts to noe that she broke the promise we had. will i ever talk to her again. i dunno.
ps:jus to let u noe i dun hate u. guess i should be use to the pain already. good bye.
wad ever it is, it still hurts to noe that she broke the promise we had. will i ever talk to her again. i dunno.
ps:jus to let u noe i dun hate u. guess i should be use to the pain already. good bye.
10/12/2006 11:00:00 AMY
zoo outing. part 1. this is onli half of the pic. but gtg now. so will update again soon. really had fun with u baby monkey. hope u did too.
10/12/2006 10:42:00 AMY
in love with each other.
nice couple.
everyone noe that this is a female lion. onli someone dunno.
snake can really be big. BIG.
i also dunno wad this is. haha.
still swimming
jus had a nice swim.
it was trying to be funny. 10/12/2006 10:32:00 AMY
one group of baby monkeys playing.
my baby monkey still more cute. and pretty too.
baby monkey. very cute. but my baby monkey cuter.
slp is all they noe how to do.
slping again. haiz. ZzZzZzZz...
baby hipo. it was cute there.
10/12/2006 10:14:00 AMY
funny looking fish. very big too.
this fish is big if u were to see it real life.
white tiger going for a swim.
white tiger.
lazy pig. onli noe how to slp.
white tiger
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 10/10/2006 01:24:00 PMY
the bowl of noodles that was not finish. reason is the person eating it. wad with this person. i wonder. he was hungry so cook. but turn out after he cooks even thought he is hungry but he still can't eat. maybe he was feeling down again. who noes. maybe onli the person himself noes. or maybe he dunno too. wad a funny day. thats the end of the story about the guy who did not finish his noodles.
today there will be 2 jobs. at same time. so i got to choose one. and of cos i will choose the one with higher pay. (but all u readers out there are wrong.) i will choose the one that has the person i wan to work with. because i dun wan anything i jus wan u to be by my side.
ps:baby monkey. =) ^v^ how do i live without you.
today there will be 2 jobs. at same time. so i got to choose one. and of cos i will choose the one with higher pay. (but all u readers out there are wrong.) i will choose the one that has the person i wan to work with. because i dun wan anything i jus wan u to be by my side.
ps:baby monkey. =) ^v^ how do i live without you.
Monday, October 09, 2006 10/09/2006 12:35:00 PMY
i noe u didn't mean to. i noe u r sorry. but i am still hurt. and its quite bad. i dunno y too. i keep telling myself its actually nth but i still get hurt. iguess i am still the fool that dun understand anything. can someone out there tell me y it has to hurt so much.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 10/03/2006 11:05:00 AMY
i am the big fool u fooled. r u happy that u manage to lie to me. people keep telling me. but i choose to believe u. even if i noe u lied i choose to believe in wad u say. but u have done a great due of pain to me. u lie to me again and again. i guess this is where it ends. i dunno how to bring myself to believe u again. if u told me the truth it may not have hurt so much. but by lying to me and me finding it out myself now it hurts even more. do u noe how it feels to have a thousand of needles being pierce into ur heart. out and in again and again. let me tell u it does not feel good at all. all the pain inside hurts so much that u feel like just having some pain on the outside to take away the pain in ur heart. u did show care for me. but did u really care. i wonder have i been a fool all this while. like a idiot walking around the face of the earth.
