work work work. have been working like mad and it has been taking up alot of my time. which also means i have less time with my friends. leaving beach early alone every week sucks. cos of work i can't play till late. can't go for dinner with friends and can't ave supper with friends. but i asked for it so ya. now when ever i can i will meet with my friends. its this times when i feel happy and relax. jus chilling out cycling and dinner together. mahjong soon friends. and no more work for me on sat. so can stay at beach till late.
but one thing about work is that i get to make alot of new friends. my circle of friends is increasing and thats a good thing. have been working for almost 3 months. it has actually turn me into a more open person. as in i can talk to people easily even if its the first or second time i am meeting them. and i think its a good thing. this can help me when i first go into army. can make friends fast and also next time when i come out to work. love the job. but will try not to work too many shifts so that i will still have time for my friends.
friends r the most important people in life.
its been a while and i am back.
work has pretty much taken up all my time. but i kind of like work. dun really have to do much and the pay is good. and also i got to know alot of people and made lots of new friend. thats the happy part of my life now.
now comes the not so happy part.
wad i am feeling now can't be said as sad but at the same time not happy. jus confuse, blank out, dunno wad to do wad to say. a feeling i can't describe the feeling cos there is like no words to use for it. if u r close to me then u will noe wad is making me feel this way.
but i have learn from my past that i shal not do anything stupid and make things worst. i should jus leave it all alone and let nature take its course.
good night world. i'm going to catch back all my slp and pray that tml will be a better day.
